lalala

2008-10-20T19:31:00.002+08:00

I wanna cry! ;(
Firstly, my results are super lan and my parents are gonna skin me alive.
Secondly, I have to work very hard during this looong holiday.
I don't wish to talk abt my marks alr.
I guess I didn't pay enough attention in class, and did not bother to revise regularly.
So I chiong at the last minute.
Sigh..
bleh/
my results really suck.
Look on the bright side.......
At least I'm not the lowest...
LOL
Okayyyyyy
I g2g practise my aural ler.
BYE.
Dead blog no more.

2008-10-01T17:23:00.003+08:00

Hello. Just a short post. (:

It's 2 more days to EOYs and I super sian...
I've been revising in the morning and after lunch until now. =.=
And I havent touched my piano for ages..
I need to go back to my piano!!!! D:
Anw, jiayous for EOYs everybody!! =D

2008-09-14T15:15:00.002+08:00

Hello! I changed my blogskin! Yay!! Isn't it nice? lols.
Have been busy mugging these few days. Ytd was MEP mugging day, and I really wonder how much I've absorbed. I'm gonna mug again today and tomorrow, and the day after next, cos next WED is my MEP test! Argh...... Someone save meeeeeeeeeee~ Ok, at least this time I studied, I shall not fail, it'll not be as bad a last time. ;D I worked very hard ok...... and I'm gonna work even harder, zzz. Maybe it's a good thing if I'm not chosen as SC. Anyways, I've spent a great deal of time on my blogskin and g2g now to revise again. =/

Oh yeah, Mid-Autumn celebrations were boring, =.= and I took a small bite of the mooncake. It was warm, apparently because of the warmth from our hands. -.- Eww, right?

Yeah, bye! =D

2008-09-11T17:59:00.001+08:00

Opps i broke my promise, I'm not supposed to blog before EOYs, but i couldnt help it, so anyway... :D

You Are 56% Bipolar

You're a bit moody, and at times, your moods can be a bit extreme.
It's up to you to decide if you're simply dramatic... or slightly bipolar.

Wow, I'm... weird. haha.

2008-09-04T19:02:00.000+08:00

Like many others, I'm going on a hiatus until the
end of EOYs.

Bye bye.

2008-09-02T10:44:00.000+08:00

DHSchoir rawks! YAY!
hope that the number of practices we have is enough... and we must really work hard for choir and EOYs! Ytd's choir was like so tiring, cos the day before we went to SYC concert and reached home at like 11. Then in the morning we had PT, ran 2 rounds, did 60 sit-ups and played netball! =D Choir was ok.

I have nth else to say.. One thing: Don't be stressed.
Easier said than done.
BYE! =D

2008-08-27T18:08:00.000+08:00

I NEED HELP!!!

shall i be a SC, or not a SC?
Mdm Roz asked me if I am interested to be one... a question which idk how to ans

Factors to consider
Negative:
-have to manage my time well, which I usually don't. :x
-less time for piano, singing and studies
-some people hate SCs
-studies have to be good, (which mine isn't =/)
-others expect you to be a good-two-shoes -.- ( need i elaborate?)

Positive:
-learn leadership skills
-will be able to manage my time well
-make your portfolio 'look nicer'
-it is fun, you get to organise activities for the sch
-you get 'privileges'

Okayy, i can't think of anymore. But if I want to be one, how am I supposed to cope? My studies are bad enough alr... SOMEBODY HELP ME!! i need to make a decision. please........

But, if i can't decide, I think I'll accept it, cos i wanna give myself a chance. It doesn't mean that you'll surely become and SC once u get nominated.. and i'm quite sure i won't be.

Being a dunmanian is already tough enough.

i cried once again, in 8 months

2008-08-26T14:50:00.000+08:00

#1 The person who last tagged you is: In this case, wilson didnt tag me, but im supposed to write about him anyway...
#2 Your relationship with him/her is: Choir snr!
#3 Your 5 impressions of him/her - short (heh, very true), tanned, LIKES TO LAUGH! xD, short hair, half-taiwanese
#4 The most memorable thing he/she has done for you: did he do anything? haha..
#5 The most memorable word he/she has said to you: err. nth?hahaha.
#6 If he/she becomes your lover, you will: (err, this is not possible...) be surprised and shocked? hahaha.... he's shorter than me can? xD
#7 If he/she was your lover, a few things he/she has to improve on: stop laughing so much! LOL
#8 If he/she becomes your enemy, you will: ignore him, muahahahahaha
#9 If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: (idk) he laugh too much!! HAHAHAHAAA
#10 The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now ? : tag after finishing this?
#11 Your overall impression of her shopping: when did wilson become a girl? @_@
#12 How do you think about how people around you will feel about you: warm, friendly..
#13 The character you love about yourself: determined, friendly, peaceful, blablabla
#14 On the contrary, things that you hate about yourself are: being short... sucking at netball =/
#15 The most ideal person you want to be is: me, myself and i! i heart myself! xD
#16 For people that care about and like you, say something to them: Hahaha... thanks so much!! xD
#17 Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you
1) Qi Jin
2) Sheryl
3) Wilson
4) Ruowei
5) Sarah
6) Nicole
7) Jane
8) Clarice
9) Dillion
10) Gen!

#18 Who is 6 having relationship with? (Nicole) Hmmm, I'm not sure... but she's like that type who will easily get into relationships! xD
#19 If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Jane and Gen) How can that be possible? o.O
#20 How about no.8 and 5? (Clarice and Sarah) Err, I think they r alr tgt... (:
#21 What is no.2 studying about? (Sheryl) Many things... Same thing as me(:
#22 When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? (wilson) hmm, i seldom chat with him...
#23 What kind of music band does no.8 like? (Clarice) Hmm, not sure leh/
#24 Does no.1 has any siblings? (Qi Jin) Errr, think so.
#25 Will you woo no.3? (Wilson) Nah, he's SHORTER THAN ME. xD hahahaha...
#26 How about no.7? (Jane) That's out of the question...
#27 Is no.4 single? (Ruowei) No! xD hahaha
#28 What's the surname of no.5? (Sarah) Not sure... hahas
#29 What's the hobby of no.4? (Ruowei) Playing the piano and singing like me?? She's my MEP snr, Yayyy! ;D
#30 Do no.5 and 9 get along well? (Sarah and Dill) not sure, seldom hear her mention abt him
#31 Where is no.2 studying ? (Sheryl) DHS, duh?
#32 Talk something casually about no.1 (Qi Jin) she hates ppl the dao her. (:
#33 Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? (Clarice) Err, one again I'm not les...
#34 Where does no.9 live at? (Dillion) No idea
#35 What color does no.4 like? (Ruowei) I KNOW!!!!!! XD But that I cannot tell you... aww
#36 Are no.5 and 1 best friends? (Qi Jin and Sarah) I dun tink they noe each other
#37 Does no.7 like no.2? (Jane, Sheryl) Not les again...
#38 How do you get to know no.2? (Sheryl) CLEON... hahaha
#39 Does no.1 have any pets? ( Qi Jin) Nope, nv hear her mention
#40 Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? (Jane) o.O what!? hahaha

2008-08-24T12:05:00.000+08:00

lalala.
I'm bored.
QUIZZES!!
Yayness! *jumps for joy*
diao... -.-'''

You Are the Innovator

You're the type of person who is always a step ahead of everyone else.

You thrive when you're experimenting with new designs, ideas, and attitudes.

You are a creative person with many talents. You have to have artistic outlets in your life.

You need to create - whether it's writing furiously or redecorating your home. If not, your life becomes chaotic.

You tire of doing the same thing every day. You change your job, friends, and personal style often.

You are at your best when you have a focus. If not, you develop a flaky artist's temperament.

What Role Do You Play?

You Are a Auditory Learner

You tend to remember what you hear, and you have a knack for speaking well.
You excel at debating, foreign languages, and music.
You would be an excellent diplomat - or rock star!

What's" Your Learning Style?

2008-08-24T10:54:00.000+08:00

I realised that my posts nowadays r kinda emo, so I shall post a happier one this time. =D

I'm officially quiting Lee Wei Song School Of Music cos pop clashes with classical.
My piano teacher, who is also a vocal teacher wants me to learn singing frm her cos I need to take it as my 2nd instrument.. in MEP.
But anyway, it is hard for my to sing pop as I'll be singing it in a 'classical' way.
Hahahaha.
I can't wait to start learning frm her, I mean she's like so pro and teaches REALLY well.
Okayy, I gtg. (: Cya next time...

Your Blogging Type is Artistic and Passionate

You see your blog as the ultimate personal expression - and work hard to make it great.
One moment you may be working on a new dramatic design for your blog...
And the next, you're passionately writing about your pet causes.
Your blog is very important - and you're careful about who you share it with.

What's" Your Blogging Personality?

You Are a Look At Me Blogger!

Cute pics, blog drama, whatever it takes to get traffic.

You're notorious ... either loved or hated by all!

What Kind of Blogger Are You?

OMG. How true. hahahahhahaha xD

2008-08-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

This post shall be short and sweet.
And understated.

No one owes me or you a living.
Stop giving that shit- buaysong look.

WHat I do is none of your business.
I am free to do what I want to do.
I want a clean break.

You didn't tag, so I suppose you wont later.

I Can Do Better
I didn't give a damn what you say to me
I don't really care what you think of me
Cause either way you're gonna think what you believe
There's nothing you could say that would hurt me

I'm better off without you anyway
I thought it would be hard but I'm OK
I don't need you if you're gonna be that way
Because with me, it's all or nothing

I'm sick of this ****, don't deny
You're a waste of time
I'm sick of this ****, don't ask why

[Chorus]
I hate you now
So go away from me
You're gone, so long
I can do better, I can do better
Hey, hey you
I found myself again
That's why you're gone
I can do better, I can do better

You're so full of ****
I can't stand the way you act
I just can't comprehend
I don't think that you can handle it
I'm way over, over it

I will drink as much lemoncello as I can
And I'll do again and again
I don't really care what you have to say
Cause you know, you know you're nothing

I'm a pretty tranparent person.
Just that I'll try to be less brutally honest.

2008-08-22T19:44:00.000+08:00

I have been requested by Wilson to do this quiz! =P

Rules: Blogger who have been tagged have to write 10 things about you which are all true.At the End, bloggers have to tagged another 10 people to do the quiz and have to tell them they have been tagged.
1. I heart DHSchoir!
2. I want to be taller! I'm short. =/
3. I love my piano
4. I love to go Botanical Gardens with my family for picnic.
5. I dread mugging. (who doesn't)?
6. I love PE + PT!! =D
7. But I hate Xcountry
8. I can't live w/o my Ipod
9. I detest ppl who spam my tagboard for no rhyme or reason.
10. I love reading!!!

YAY DONE!! =D

Err, anyone who wans to do can do it, I shall not demand. xD

2008-08-20T19:28:00.000+08:00

LOVE is a four letter lie;
Especially when we are so young and immature.
We just don't know how to handle things.
We r bound to get heartbroken if we r in love.
But the thing is,
Can we control our hearts?
I doubt most of us can.
But trust me,
heartbreak is devastating for young people like us.
It's a big blow when the one you 'like' rejects you.
So why like that person in the 1st place? Why put yourself in so much agony?
I guess all these adds up to your experience, so next time you'll know how to handle these things well.
Okayyy, sry i'm crapping again...
Cos I'm so sian to start on my HW...
MEP concert report again.
The yr 6 r so pro laaa...
O.O

~Standing ovation

2008-08-19T17:03:00.000+08:00

You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks
But I don't wanna be into you
If you are not looking for true love, oh oh
No I don't wanna start seeing you
If I can't be your only one

[Chorus]
So tell me when it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)
Say OK.

When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But I don't wanna be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe (feel safe)

[Chorus]
When it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK
Don't run away, don't run away)

Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away so
Let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you'll help me shine
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me closer

[Chorus]
When it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)
Say OK
(Don't run away, don't run away)
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK, don't run away)
Will you say OK
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)

2008-08-17T20:19:00.000+08:00

Zilian photo of myself.
Bye. -.-

Random pictures!! =D

2008-08-16T21:35:00.000+08:00

On the way to East Coast Park with the choir of course. Jane didn't want to post this on choir blog so I have to pots it here. -.- Yurong don't kill meeee!!! :X

背影。。。

Today was PC day!! -no comments- I shall let photos do the talking for today...

~ CLEON RAWKS!! ;D

Mdm Roz's daughter.. Cute aye?

2008-08-15T22:50:00.000+08:00

Choir today..
seriously sucks.
I think we lack discipline and our attitude towards choir should be more serious.
Okayy, I feel really bad.
Nothing more should be said.
I wanna apologise to Jane for making you cry.
I promise that we'll do better next time.
Wipe away your tears okay, dear gal?
I know you've contributed a lot, put in your blood and soul into the choir and expect a lot from us.
But we simple let you down by not showing any effort at all.
I can understand your stress that you are going through, and our behaviours are not helping you in any way at all to lessen your burden.
We love you!! ♥
The best way to reject a guy is to stop replying to his smses.

2008-08-14T18:22:00.000+08:00

Okayy, I really dun feel like blogging, i mean

why am I blogging

for? =/

It only causes contradictions and rebuts, okayy

I'm off.

I may not want to blog ever again.

another bout of emo-ness. -.- anyone here to save me from this dreadful feeling?

2008-08-11T15:43:00.000+08:00

DHSchoir is da love.
I guess I don't hav to emphasize my point THAT much.

We had choir frm 9-12 and Miss Tham came.
After that Nicole and I and ate lunch w the snrs.
We were so large that we had to occupy 3 tables,
and then we walked to the MRT after that.
When the rest were buying Sweet Talk, I walked to the dusbin far far away to throw my rubbish.
And before I could even reach the rubbish bin, they thought I was gonna leave without them so they shouted my name.
Lols, =.='''

Then in the MRT Zhiting, Shirlyn and Szewing were chatting so I joined in, while emo Nicole was busy sms-ing and listening to her walkman;
we were comparing spectacles and Szewing refused to uncover her face when her specs was removed. -.-
Of course, we tried to pull her hands away but to no avail.
And yeah, we were really imba, =.=
Shirlyn and Szewing bumped into Clement or Ken and then Shirlyn's face was as red as a tomato,
Later Szewing knocked onto them again, and Zhiting complained that she doesn't know her..
That's so... -.-'''
Lols, that was so awkward, and we were laughing like siao.

Ytd my whole family went to the Botanical Gardens to watch the SSO while having a pinic. We also played badminton, which was so fun. =P
Now my arm hurt, ouch.

Okayyy, I'm bored and dun feel like starting on my HW.
PLEASE TAG. MY TAGBOARD's EMPTY. =D
tkvm

2008-08-10T23:31:00.000+08:00

My love for you has completely faded away ♥

2008-08-09T12:15:00.000+08:00

This is seriously crazy.

Free-IQTest.net - Online IQ Test

2008-08-09T08:42:00.001+08:00

Yesterday's x-country was like.. =/
I almost fainted halfway and luckily the feeling of nausea didn't overcome me.
But I still managed to grab the 99th place among the girls..
And the top five in each lvl were mostly frm sports CCA one lor.
After running I was like slacking away with my friends.. =P
Then chat and chat until the whole thing was over.

During the prize presentation Yurong and I smsed each other deciding where to meet and blablabla.
And when I stood up cos the ground was very wet I saw her!
After a while I joined her and then after we said goodbye to our friends we met Shirlyn, Yi Ching, Audrey and Nicole. ;D
We decided to meet @ the hawker centre after Yurong and I got changed..
And Nicole also waited for us. She was like so emo leh.. and it's pretty scary when she's like that.. you can never make her smile.
It's bcos she has class outing to Escape on that day but she had to go for choir.. =/
And she was very 左右为难.
This explains her feeling la.. I mean if I were her I also would be very guilty that I can't go to the class outing.

After we changed we ate our lunch there and then set off to Siglap South CC. =D
The snr high choristers also joined us, which is like once in a blue moon.
And when we sang Daemon Irrepit Callidus the tenors were very good because the 2 snr high tenors were there to help them...
Haha, we could hear them very clearly in soprano. (:
And after choir Nicole was her usual self again! YAY! =D

AND NOW
is the highlight of the day! =D
Choir BBQ!!!

Okay, so we took a public bus to East Coast and walked quite a distance to East Coast Park while Yurong and Huang Tao were discussing some unknown anime.
Halfway through the journey I was like:" Yurong, wake me up! I'm super sleepy.."
And she replied the same thing all the time:" I can slap you if you want."

During the walk to East Coast Park, Huang Tao explained the storyline of the anime to me. It was sth like dunno who had pink and spiky hair and always had a signature move. And then one day she found 3 eggs on her bed when she woke up.
Haha, sry Huang Tao I have STM you shld noe. =P

The games were so fun, and the food was yummy! =P
I used my skirt to collect sea water for a particular game when we had to fill the whole plastic bag full of seawater.
Apparently, my skirt was full of sand and salt after that.
You know some ppl use their mouths to collect seawater leh, it's like.. eww...
-no comments-
And Jane lent me her the previous PE shirt with collar and shorts to wear cos she had extra.
THANKS! =D
Yeah, we sang and sang and took lotsa pictures under the dark dark sky...
There were not many stars on that night, lol.
We really enjoyed ourselves la, I think we should have more of these activities, cos mere choir practices will not help much in bonding.
And speaking abt choir practices, I'll have to go to sch on MON for choir practice! (It's only for the Vienna ppl)
YAY?
At nine everything was wrapped up and some of us went home.
Ruowei, Wilson and Joshua left with me leaving Yurong and Xintong behind cos Yurong's mom haven't come yet.
ANd Xintong was waiting for Yurong, so nice of her. (:
We managed to walk to carpark D, and soon I was home!

I am a Spontaneous Idealist

2008-08-07T15:41:00.001+08:00

2008-08-07T14:58:00.000+08:00

Met Huang Tao on my way home again... such a coincidence... den walked home with him and two of his frens... then later met Zixuan! As usual he stuck his earpiece to his ears (duh?) and listened to his music. On the platform we ran to the end while Zixuan stayed where he was. So Huangtao and I approached him cos he looked emo... lol.

Anw, I dun believe I got an A for LA!! Woah, I tot I would end up with a C.. lol. But I'm not like Desirae who aims for an A+.. cos my LA isn't THAT good. =P

And I haven't really began with my eport yet.... I'm sososososososooooooooooooooo DEAD. x(

Yay there's cross country+choir+BBQ with my dear choristers tmr! ;D REALLY CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All my loves. (: But i hope i dun die halfway during the X-country. =/

OH shucks, how to memorise Salve Regina?

2008-08-04T22:38:00.000+08:00

I am not emo.I am not emo.I am not emo.I am not emo.I am not emo.I am not emo.I am not emo.I am not emo.I am not emo.I am not emo.I am not emo.

Today's CIP at TTSH was great!
Except that we went off-pitch and stuff.. ><
I'm not emo ppl! ;D

TAG replies!
Thanks to Clarice, Jane, Ruowei, Nicole, Shirlyn and Yih Fang for making me smile. =D
Lynnette: Haha, DHSchoir rawks! ;D lol.

Woosh, tmr's my Grade 7 piano exam!
Will not be going to sch YAY!
Had fun smsing Nicole haha. =P

Be strong; ♥

2008-08-02T09:34:00.000+08:00

My 70th post.
Shall start with a quote:
A friend is one who thinks you're a good egg though you are a little cracked.

Shall not waste time on those who dislike me.
The sad thing is, you r in choir.. =.=

2008-08-01T23:17:00.001+08:00

Okay... SOME ppl think I'm stuck-up.
According to the dic, stuck-up: conceited and and unwilling to mix with others; snobbish.
That's stupid laa, conceited means excessive pride in oneself or in one's powers, abilities, etc.
I'm not lor, in fact I'm losing pride in my work. D:
Which is HORRIBLE.
Plus, it's only that I don't mix with you as often as others, so that was crap; you can't say that.
But... I know you dislike me. But I'm fine with it, cos if you bother so much, you'll go bonkers.
I really don't care. Cos there are bound to be ppl who like and dislike me.
And there' nth I can do to change that, can I?
Before you criticise others, think about yourself. No one's perfect.
I'm done with it.

2008-08-01T20:34:00.000+08:00

Seniors, you are not the only one out there who has this overwhelming sense of sadness.
Cos I'm experiencing this too.
Idk why, term 3 turned out to be soooo wrong.
Wth is wrong with society?
Or wad is wrong with ME?
I seriously dk.
Am I a changed person?
Such feelings cannot be expressed into mere words.
I always love choir; it brightens up my day.

I'm merely grabbing happy events and memories in my life so as to cheer myself up;

That is to find joy in every situation.

You snrs seem to emo so much in ur blogs.

And put on a cheery face each and everyday.

I mean, how do you do it?
Are you really emo or are you just putting on a facade?

Why I am so emo?

I really dk.. =/

Okayy, seems that no one cares.

Cos my cbox is like sooooooo empty.

Only when I write sth controversial then ppl will bother to retaliate in my blog.

Oh wells.

Don't expect too much of me for the X country run. =/

LOVE; is a four-letter lie

I'm sorry if i have hurt your feelings;

P.s. No link!! Dun think y.

I'm Just A Kid

2008-07-30T19:17:00.001+08:00

I woke up it was 7
I waited til 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I've got alot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending every day on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me

And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go & they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored & I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me tonight
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cuz I'm just a kid tonight

2008-07-30T18:58:00.000+08:00

Lessons today was like so boring can?
After lunch we had HCL. (no comments.)
Then MEP!!! YAY! =D
Right after that I went to choir! ;D (at like 5.25?)
And choir ended at 5.40.
I merely sang Ye Lai Xiang 2 times then left after listening to Jane.
Choir brightens up my day! ;D
I mean like, SERIOUSLY.
I was all so moody after MEP cos like I couldn't follow the score.
Then I went choir and talked with Gillian, Gen and Zhiting.
Gen said that if you can stay in Dunman High for 4 yrs, ur r an angel; if you can stay for SIX yrs, you r a genius.
Yes, I totally agree that being a Dunmanian is tough.
The teachers expect you to understand so complex theories and it's a very competitive environment.
Well, I chose Dunman High, so I ask for it.
JIAYOU for tests tmr and FRIDAY!

I can't wait to go to Vienna! xD

2008-07-29T15:24:00.000+08:00

okayy, i think i made my fren test TOO hard, cos like the highest score is only
55%................ or am i so difficult to understand? lol. Anyway I 4gt my pass for fren test so dun ask me to do hor.. Hees, I know I'm super blur. =/ I'm crapping again, and oh yea, I HATE MATHS.

Right.

OKayy, now bye! (:

<3

2008-07-29T15:08:00.000+08:00

Your Inner Pop Princess Is Hilary Duff

"I'm shedding

Shedding every color

Trying to find a pigment of truth

Beneath my skin"

You're sweet and cute, but a little more complex than that.

Who's Your Inner Pop Princess?

lol. cool!

Term tests r coming but I'm still not studying yet.... And my piano exam's on 5th Aug which I'm not prepared AT ALL...

Good luck to me.
;D

2008-07-29T15:02:00.001+08:00

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.

You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it.

You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.

Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

2008-07-25T19:32:00.001+08:00

You Are a Red Crayon

Your world is colored with bright, vivid, wild colors.

You have a deep, complex personality - and you are always expressing something about yourself.

Bold and dominant, you are a natural leader. You have an energy that is intense... and sometimes overwhelming.

Your reaction to everything tends to be strong. You are the master of love-hate relationships.

Your color wheel opposite is green. Green people are way too mellow to understand what drives your energy.

What Color Crayon Are You?

2008-07-25T19:25:00.000+08:00

Choir today was ok la.

Quite sian.

Cherie, our snr's snr's speech is like so inspiring la.

She said we have potential! ((:

And the sec ones are singing LOUD!

So happy!

lol.

I seriously think it's much better to encourage us than to discourage us.
SO that we can do better!

Ok, that's all.
BYE!!!!!

2008-07-25T12:47:00.000+08:00

Hello!!

I'm in the com lab now..

Superr bored.

SHall do my HW.

BYE!!!

2008-07-24T18:23:00.000+08:00

This picture was like taken 2 weeks ago in Esplanet. ((:
MEP ppl! Can you name them?

Drew this in sch when I was bored on the other side of 'Reflections' lyrics. =P

PS. These were taken by my phone so sry for the blur images. =/

Anyway,

I wrote this for my MEP letter writing:

12th July 2008
Dear Nikolai Rimsky-Korsakov,
I just saw your piece, Piano Concerto No. 2, being performed by Albert Lin and the Singapore Symphony Orchestra. It begins with the melody of a soldier’s song by Balakirev, which is sounded by a bassoon, followed by fast, complicated chords on the piano and the strings which added their reflective voices. The soldier’s melody was played loudly followed by the piano which was played very softly. The excellent dynamics contrast spurred excitement in the audience. Albert Lin has an exceptional skill of playing the piano as his playing was flawless. The piece was well-rehearsed as he knew ‘how the piece goes’ and played without stopping. His hands moved effortlessly and swiftly across the keys which the audience marveled at. Furthermore, he appeared completely at ease playing to the audience, which included the president of Singapore, Mister Nathan along with other ministers of the cabinet. Although you wrote this concerto when your career came to a standstill, it was an intriguing mixture of suspense and excitement, leaving the audience craving for more. The applause at the end was warm and thunderous, but not very spontaneous as the middle part of your concerto was not filled with much suspense; you did not keep the audience on the edge of their seats, what happens next is pretty much expected. Thus, the audience had a tendency of falling asleep while watching the performance. All in all, Piano Concerto No. 2 was a piece comparable to those Russian Folk songs composed by Balakirev in standard, and you have done a good job in producing this spectacular program music while preserving the culture of Russian Folk music.
Yours Sincerely,
Carin Chan

And I got 36/50. T_T

These are the comments from Miss Lin: It's a very abrupt start. You were very harsh =P

Quite a critical letter. Aww, if I'm Rimsky, I'll be hurt.

SO maybe that's why she marked me so low. T_T

Huzz.

All the memories so close to me just fade away;

2008-07-24T15:40:00.000+08:00

Lalalaa..........

Debbie is so emo today. Talking to her makes me emo too. =/
And I met Huang Tao @ the bookshop again! Hahaha...
Dun feel like doing HW.....

Okay, nth to say.... bye!

2008-07-20T20:46:00.000+08:00

Yay I've sorted it out!

Okay, it was so stupid to have those feelings anyway.
Those were childish, unfathomable.
And why cause everyone to be angry?
We r gonna be stuck tgt for 2 yrs, and no one did any rong...
Things are simple; they seem to be complex because they are made difficult by ppl.
Why do we have to make things so complicated?
One day, we r gonna look back on these days and realise how foolish we are...
We r just a bunch of ignorant, innocent kids.
Who don't know what we are doing.
Rather than fretting and asking ourselves why;
why not patch things up again?

Complicated lyrics
Uh huh, life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh, that's the way it is
Cause life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh that's the way it is

Chill out whatcha yelling' for?
Lay back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one but you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

You come over unannounced
dressed up like you're somethin' else
where you are and where it's at you see
you're making me
laugh out when you strike your pose
take off all your crappy clothes
you know you're not fooling anyone
when you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
Watching your back, like you can't relax
Trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Chill out whatcha yelling for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back, like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no

Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like your somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake this
no no no

I find this song more and more meaningful. ><

Yay! there's choir + PT tmr!
Choir w/o conductors rawks!
Okay, bye!

2008-07-19T10:12:00.000+08:00

Two very 'interesting' posts.

I hav agreements and disagreements with HY in his blog though,
Anyway, thanks for sharing your views on this matter.

Firstly, it is not true that cliques dont form in High School.
They do.
But maybe not as often in Dunman High, (I'm not trying to say that it WON'T happen) cos it's pretty much a friendly school. :D
That's why you think that it does not occur in Secondary Schools.
If you beg to differ, maybe you can visit this website:
http://talkback.stomp.com.sg/forums/showthread.php?t=16655

So it does happen in Sec Schools.
You see, it even happened when I was in Pri school.
As this usually happens with groups of girls.
WHat more secondary schools?

Yeah, it's true that tension between friends strengthen the friendship.
But I'm pretty sure Shrek consoling Clara that it is okay if there's only 4 ppl in the clique.
And that pretty much resemble a clique.
Don't you tink so?
Leaving ppl out like that.
And the 'gatekeepers' in the grp deciding who's 'in' and who's 'out'.
If there's no clique, there's really no reason to say that.
But I'm quite sure I heard it correctly.
Shrek usually speaks very loudly (though she may want to whisper!) and what's more she's sitting beside me!!
That's pretty mean lah.
I think.
Yeah.

Moving on, yeah, I agree that it is nice to use the word 'clique' cos I also use it sumtimes, but remember once our class was separated into cliques? I'm sure you do, and why was our class not bonded? I think it was bcos if cliques.

And yes, Justin, I feel totally at ease with the group, without tension, or whatsoever. Err, and I'm merely stating facts about cliques, and not refering to your grp of frens. I just think that sumtimes we resemble a clique and just listing down facts abt cliques. Sorry my tone was harsh; I'm simply too sensitive to ppl around me, be it good or bad. And I wasnt exactly talking about you, only the girls. So why r the guys posting and giving their views? Cos it is totally not about you. You are not part of it, and I wasnt thinking about the WHOLE 'clique' when I typed that. And yeah, I'm a controversialist in my blog, MEAN, self-oriented and pompous which ppl dun like. But it's all about me in my blog, cos it's my diary. But I've neglected the fact that everyone can view my blog. In fact, I pretty much like to cause controversy which in turn causes a huge uproar. Weird, huh?

I'm quite an extremist, so I usually go to the extremes. Plus I'm very sensitive, so I go 'BOOM' pretty easily. I actually hope that you ppl can tolerate my nonsense. But that's too much to ask frm you, so I don't blame you if you flooded my cbox. If I were you I maybe wud get more agitated. And if another person like me reads my blog, you know what will happen. =/

HY, I'm not sure if i was thinking like the 'previous' you, but I've pretty much got over it when the uproar arose. Haha. Okay, I've said my piece, bye.

Okay, yeah, I realised that I'm a very scary person, so get as far away frm me as possible!! =P Lololol.

2008-07-18T21:55:00.000+08:00

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world

So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time

You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...

But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult

You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.

Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.

Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.

Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

2008-07-18T21:17:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired that I even don't hav the energy to practise piano. T_T
I'm superrr tired.
DK why.
I wanna jump right into my fluffy bed.
ANd before long I'll be fast asleep.
zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Okay, you should know that I cherish each and every friendship very much.
But idk why after the sch hols everything seemed to change.
It seems like I'm not as close to you anymore...
You seem more and more distant from me?
Don't know why, dun ask me why I said that.
And yes, I admit that that post was nonsense, I simply had to crap.

Plus, why get so worked up? The girls sumtimes call our grp of frens as a 'clique'. Correct me if I'm rong. Then now you say that we r not a clique? o.O Contridicting.

I overheard Yanfong telling Clara:" Our clique 4 ppl oso nvm, still have me, blablabla (cant really rmb) Or sth between these lines.

Cos I hanged out with them less often, that's why they said that, maybe? Or were my ears playing tricks on me?

Anyway, that's what I heard. I may overhear rongly. Correct me if u must, but there's no need to get worked up. (and you may say you didnt get worked up, blablabla)

Err, and you ppl seem to be like better off without me, like when i join u 4 ppl, you just simply ignore me. Like, treat me like I'm invisible.

That's why I said I'd rather hav frens who care about me.

Idk, changes happen all the time. I blame no one, and so should u vice versa. Changes are unexpected, and you may hav interpreted my post rongly.

I'm not toking abt CLEON, when did i say that? It's not cleon, nth to do w the whole class, pls. And you dont even know who i am refering to. And err, for some ppl, I'm not refering to you. You may hav misunderstood me.

I'm not talking abt the WHOLE 'clique', just that I'm really disappointed with the girls. Yeah.

Kinda.

Ever miss me when I'm not around?

Doubt so.

True friends if that is so?

Hmm, what do u think.

Deep inside me, is a strong feeling of disappointment.
It's like I'm not impt anymore.

Well, but I really do cherish our friendship.
I miss the fun times we had.

That's about all.
I hope you get what I mean.
Seriously, you people don't hav to flood my tagboard, I dun bother to read cos it's like, so many tags?
And I'm too lazy, to put it simply?
Plus, everyone's tag is between those lines. It's like everyone telling me the same thing.
Pls, you dun hav to re-iterate.

I feel that my group of friends are like a clique, dun u tink so?
If not, why does shrek always call us 'the clique'?
lol. Do i make sense?
Probablu not, cos my eyelids are like as heavy as lead now.
And sorrai if i hav offended anyone, cos I typed that post in a haste and fury.

2008-07-18T19:20:00.000+08:00

I have been seriously sleepy today.......
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I ran 4 rounds during PE and another 3 rounds plus 85 sit-ups, 75 half-squats and 15 push-ups today during PT.. And I'm super tired now. Partnered Sheryln during PT and when we played Captain's ball, we stood and watched most of the time while the rest played the game. lololol. And summore we cheer when our opponent scored a goal. Then Shou Yi was like shocked and said how can you cheer for other ppl one? Haha. And Bryan and Daryl didnt do PT so they cheered for us, according to them and Nicole, but I couldn't hear it at all lor. =.=

ANd After PT I saw a St Margaret's pupil around LT3 there!! I was like shocked and excited at the same time and said hello to her, hahaha. Think she was auditioning for Band or sth, cos she was holding an instrument... Hope she can get into Dunman High!! Hahahahaha.

So happy my throat is finally clear today!! We learnt I'm Gonna Sing, Soleram and Disney MOvie Magic! All very nice hahahah...

Sorrai for the misunderstanding in that post. It merely contained facts about cliques and nothing more. I'm not trying to pinpoint to anyone here. Just that what I posted is mostly true for cliques. You get what I mean.

Naminegal: In what way have I been a bad friend? If you can list me some examples, except for what I said in that post.

2008-07-17T19:54:00.000+08:00

I <3 Helea, Galen and Fortini!
Okayy, that's so random. ><

Met Huangtao 2 times at the sch bookshop today!
He's my angel, lololol.
Angel and mortal think alike.

Just realised that Debbie is so nice and friendly, and easy to talk to. Lols. I was walking homw w her today after collecting the Maths file, when we met Shortie and Justin. Lols, Shrek's file wasnt there. Then went up to classroom to put the rest of the files, and then the guys stayed in the class cos they had CCA, while Debbie and I left.

TAG, ppl, be it good or bad, cos idk! ((:

2008-07-17T19:15:00.000+08:00

Time to face up to my feelings.
*Warning! The content featured below may be offensive, and it is meant for some people only.

I don't like to be in a clique, it makes people feel left out and stuff, and it is very pressurising. I'm meant to be a social butterfly, not to be constrained by rules. At the same time, no one can control me, only myself, and I don't give in to peer pressure so easily.

Well, at least not now.
I want to be friends with others not in 'my clique' although it is tough.
And i did it.

I don't really care what you say, or what you think, cos being an Aquarius, I don't give a damn. And I'm proud of that.
Why should I change because of you? I love being myself and furthermore I hate to be confined.
Usually cliques only hang out with ppl frm their clique. Cliques form when ppl are desperate for popularity.
And I dont know why I was part of it anyway.
We started out as good friends, and we slowly formed into a clique. I actually didnt realise that, and thought that it was no big deal. Mdm Roz is actually right.
And I'm not intimidated, don't give a damn, cos true friends are not so domineering.
And actually, my friend told me that one person hates me cos I'm to demanding, and I'm a slacker.
LIke I said, I dont care, (:
Love me or hate me, you decide.
If you hate me, the one who's suffering is YOU.
And I'm happy that you suffer. *evil cackle*
True wad, there's nth I can do.

I don't give a **** if you start ignoring me too, cos like it's my choice to be out of the clique. Who cares? It's not like I need you, I have many other true friends who can appreciate me more and make me feel loved. To put it simply, I feel that people join a clique bcos they want to gain popularity, and to feel superior. If that is not the case, it is just a regular group of friends. Sooner or later, you will feel insecure in a clique, and members of a clique often use tools of flattery or humiliation to keep their social status. (Refer to the website on cliques Mdm Rozana sent us.)

I don't know, just voicing my opinions here. If you r bu shuang, you can hate me all you want, and I dont care if you spam my cbox, cos I either will delete them or be unbothered by them. *shruggs*

Seriously, no offence. I dont wish our friendship to be ruined bcos of this, it is just that I need to blog to vent my frustration, and to do some reflection. Same thing applies to you.

Anyway, thanks for reading until here, whoever you are, I wonder who will actually read this.

2008-07-17T15:12:00.000+08:00

You Follow Your Head

You're rational, collected, and logical.

Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love.

In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky.

While you're cool, you're not ice cold.

You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it.

Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

That's so true... lololol. =P

You Are 15% Left Brained, 85% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

Woohoo! I'm rightbrained!

Never Date a Cancer

Clingy, emotional, and very private - it's hard to escape a Cancer's clutches.

And while Cancer will want to know everything about you, they're anything but open in return.

Instead try dating: Leo, Sagittarius, Gemini, or Aquarius

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

You are 87% Aquarius

How Aquarius Are You?

Yayy! Aquarius!

2008-07-12T14:25:00.001+08:00

What the House Test Says About You

You consider yourself important, but no more important than anyone else. You love attention, but you don't feel like you deserve more of it than anyone else.

You aren't against being community oriented, but it's not really your thing. You tend to prefer to focus on your family and not the neighborhood around you.

You are a playful, charming, and seductive person. People feel instantly close to you.

You take good care of your physical appearance. You dress well, stay in shape, and do your best to look great.

You are moved by what's exotic and unique. You often have the mentality of a traveler, even when you're not traveling.

The House Test

2008-07-10T19:48:00.001+08:00

Your Seduction Style: Prized Object

The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get.

You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them.

The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase.

You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away.

You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance.

Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't!

You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors.

Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor.

You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

2008-07-10T19:17:00.000+08:00

You Are Extremely Charming

When someone talks to you, they feel like they are the most interesting person in the world.

And for you in that moment, they actually are.

You truly care about the people you're around, and it's obvious to everyone who meets you.

You are open, warm, friendly, and welcoming. You epitomize charm.

Are You Charming?

lololol. I dont even think this is true.

2008-07-06T20:00:00.000+08:00

Went to St Margaret's Primary School's fun fair with Yurong and her twin bro... cos she's Fu Lao Shi's niece. (JUst in case u dont know, Fu Lao SHi was my Chinese teacher last yr. ) I came at 10 plus and Yurong came at abt 11 i think... We played lotsa games and I met her cousins, Beatrice (P3) and another P1 girl. They are Fu Lao Shi's daughters. I brought $30 with me and spent all on the tickets! Hahaha... We also watched Tom and Jerry and the Talent Show. It was in Music Room which contained all my choir memories... lol. Shared memories of my Primary School days with Yurong haha.. She said that my school got a lot of chio bu-s, lolll.. We had a lot of fun obviously and sadly, they had to leave at 2 plus. D: SO, I enjoyed my time with Beatrice who was pushing and following me all over the school and soon, I met Val, Wen Yi, Jae Young, Luyi, Tiara, Nadene, Yasira and many more which I forgot to mention. Before that I met Cher, Denise and Sam.. SO yeah. It's kinda nice meeting your old friends after not seeing them for so long. And Yurong, if you r reading this, Wen Yi said that u r very clever.. haha. =P

ANyways, my piano exam's on the 5th of Aug so I'll not be posting for a very very loooong time. Bye! Don't miss me...

2008-07-03T15:15:00.000+08:00

After IDMI!
Phew.
I feel so sad for HY.
Why must things happen like that?
That stupid van.. ==
Anyway there's no use blaming it, cos whatever's done is done.
Nothing can change it.
Hao Yang, you must be strong!
Sorry I didn't go to the wake.
My mum didnt allow me, hehs.
May God bless you.

Anyway, the IDMI thingy was rather smooth sailing, on Tues we did like until 2 plus, maybe, didnt take long, then ytd we did until 12 plus den I left. =E So all in all it was quite ok, cos for the 1st time i didnt slack, and all of us were very productive, except for ONE person, shall not name him *hint* *hint*.

Okayy, I'm super nervous for tmr's Youth Day Celebrations. I'll be singing liang shan bo and ju li ye but I really suck at the song. Seriously, this will be my WORST performance ever. =/ If I dont practise maybe. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! The yr twos will be there too. And there r so many yr two choristers. Okay, gtg now, bye.

2008-06-28T10:11:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA.
I just recieved a telephone call just now.
And it was a spam! -.-
But our conversation was super hilarious! =E
Here goes! (whee!)

A guy: Hello this is ABC flower shop.
Me: Yes?
A guy: Hi we r doing a (dunno wad he was mumbling!)
Me: WHAT?!
A guy: You see, we r doing a blablabla
(I was starting to et suspicious at this point and wanted to end the call quickly)
Me: Sorry, I haven't heard of THIS before, (I said in an impatient and bossy manner, which I dun think you have heard me liddat b4, lols)
A guy: No la, you will hear of us before one...
Me: SO WHAT DO YOU WANT?!
A guy: Nth laa, just... (and hung up the phone)
THE END!

LOLS! =P

2008-06-28T09:58:00.001+08:00

Why should I be?

Sick of it all?
As you know I get sick of things pretty fast.
Why should I
be vexed?
Things are going very well for me.
Everything has changed
But I'm still myself.
If you can prove to me
That you are like what you were before.
I'll give you a hug.
And a rainbow will form
In the azure sky
Which reminds us of our friendship.

Why should I
Be lonely?
I have a lot of friends
Who will never desert me
Even when I'm at my lowest point.

Why should I
Be depressed when I fail?
It's not that I'm stupid.
Just that I slack too much xD. (it's TRUUE!!)

Why should I look into all my problems?
For the blessings GOD has given me far surpass the things that I weep for.

Is it true that no one cares?
No!
Open your eyes
And you'll see happiness
All around you
WIthin your grasp.

Just knock on the door
And people will be glad to recieve you
As their friend.

Such great works are performed
By the glory of God.
Praise the Lord
And tell all your troubles to him
For He CARES.

2008-06-28T08:50:00.000+08:00

Your Life Path Number is 7

Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning

You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life.

You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights.

A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way.

In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit.

While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme.

You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends.

Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you!

What Is Your Life Path Number?

2008-06-24T18:16:00.000+08:00

I'm bored... lol.

Today was so funny, Clara, Shrek and I made Kai Yi walk straight only, cos if she walked to the right or to the left it means she like *ahem* *ahem*. And she walked sideways so many times lol. Okayyyyyy, childishh. =P
*Opps, I'm not supposed to say this, but who cares. lol.

Anyway ytd sch was kinda slack. xD Changed the seating arrangements and blah blah. I haven't written the reflections for rain guage!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Better do now! lols. BYE! =D

2008-06-22T20:15:00.000+08:00

i dread sch tmr.
=/

nothing else to say.

byes.

2008-06-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

Si-anzzzzzzzzzzz
Two days l8 sch start liao...
Dun be surprised to see many chicken pox scars on my face.
So much for being dark-skinned.

Seriously who has finished HW? o.o

2008-06-16T11:27:00.000+08:00

Ytd went to Botanical Gardens with my family for a picnic. It was so fun! We played volleyball, badminton and freesbie. And I walked on the grass without my shoes on! LOL. Luckily did not have any mosquito bites.. haha. Then there were dancers dancing tango on stage which was SUPER boring. Hope that the orchestra will perform the next time I go there!

I'm currently addicted to Think Of Me- The Phantom Of The Opera. lol. OKay, that's so random. But it's a nice song, don't cha think? The high part were hard to sing but I managed to eventually... oh, and I haven't been to choir for like so long!

We learnt how to sing the Minor Scale in my singing lesson. So this was what we learnt:
Natural Minor Scale:
6(la)7(ti)1(do)2(ray)3(mi)4(fa)5(so)

Yay I finally learnt the Minor scale, though I can play it on the piano I wasnt sure how to sing! =/ lol. I almost died when Mrs Tan told me to sigh-sing the minor scale piece of music! Argh

I still haven't finished my HW. =/ Better go do now, BYE! ((:

2008-06-12T11:34:00.000+08:00

You Should Be a Musician

You have a rare combinations of talents: an ear for music, nimble fingers, and the willpower to practice.

You could master almost any instrument you choose to play (if you haven't already!)

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

2008-06-11T11:11:00.001+08:00

You Should Be an Artist

You are incredibly creative, spontaneous, and unique.

No one can guess what you're going to do next, but it's usually something amazing.

You can't deal with routine, rules, or structure. You're easily bored.

As long as you are able to innovate and break the rules, you are extremely successful.

You do best when you:

- Can work by yourself

- Can express your personality in your work

You would also be a good journalist or actor.

What Should You Be When You Grow Up?

2008-06-11T10:36:00.000+08:00

How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness.

You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently.

Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot!

You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

2008-06-10T22:07:00.001+08:00

What Chan Kah Yin Carin Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-06-10T13:25:00.000+08:00

Thought it could be 'interesting' to share with you this:
http://www.privatehand.com/flash/elements.html

headache.

There's like so much homework. Yay! I finally have piano lessons today. lol.

I realised that the tagboard remains stagnant when I don't post often. lol.

This is like one of my shortest posts.

Yay Chirstina did my quiz, and Enyan is doing the 20ppl too! xD

That's all for now.

2008-06-06T17:10:00.000+08:00

The 100 Question Quiz tagged by IVORY. -.- okay, fine. anyway I'm bored. =P
1. Whats the connection between you and the last person who called you?
My mum. MUM? -.-
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Nah.
3. What happened at 10am today?
Sleeping
4. When did you last cry?
Last Wed.
5. What is your favourite thing to do with peanut butter?
Eat? O.O
6. What do you want in your life right now?
Uh, idk.
7. Do you carry your umbrella when it rains, or just put on your hood?
Depends.
8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
My softtoys?
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
SHORTS.
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
HAPPY.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Uh, wad kinda question is this?
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
WHy wld i?
13. What was the last movie you caught?
Uh, can't rmb. Hardly at movies.
14. What are you proud of?
Urms, nth to be proud of.
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Project.
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Gaudeamus Hodie (Uh, is this considered a song? lols.)
17. Do you have any nicknames?
Uh, dun tink so.
18. What does your last received message say? Who was it from?
Dun tell u.
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
12am
20. Are you currently happy?
Pissed off with this quiz, waddya tink?
21. Who gives you best advice?-
Family.Friends.Teachers.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
I hate whipped cream. -.-
23. Who did you talk to on the phone last night?
Can't rmb
24.Is anything bugging you right now?
Yes. THIS quiz. -.-
25. What/who was the last thing/person that made you laugh?
Erms, msn, nudges.
26. Do you wear toe socks?
NO.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
idk
28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
no
29. What annoys you most in a person?
Many things
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
no. why should i?
31. Have you ever done cociane?
no
32. What is the colour of your room?
Aqua blue
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billlion dollars?
no. that's a stupid qn
34. Do you believe in the saying "talk is cheap"?
Actions speak louder than words so waddya tink?
35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
ME LOR DUH.
36. Who was the last person who hugged you?
idk
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
yuck.
38. Do you have a life?
Then why wld i do this dumb quiz then?
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt?
...no!
40. What's the reason behind your profile song?
i like it. duh
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
no one really rmb their dreams
42. Last time u smiled?
Before this quiz
43. Have you changed this year?
duh
44. What are you listening to right now?
Hurt- Christina Aguileta
45. Are you talking to someone while you're doing this?
nope.
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
i dun sleepwalk
47. Is there a quote you live by?
no.
48. Do you want someone you cant have?
no
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Piano
50. What was the worst idea you had in the week?
idk
51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
Reading
52. Are you happy with your love life now?
I don't have a lover? -.- that's retarded
53. What song describes your love life?
refer to above
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
refer to above
55. Who always makes you laugh?
Many ppl...
56. Do you speak other language other than english?
CHINESE
57. Are you blond?
No.
58. What's your middle name?
Kah Yin? lols
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
stay at home?
60. What do you think you are like?
Umm, waddya tink?
61. Who will you choose to die with?
No one.
62. Where have you been today?
HOME
63. What game do you play often?
dont play games
64. Who are you missing rite now?
all my frens. my clique. CLEON. DHSchoir!
65. If you have to choose between friends and love, which will you choose?
frens
66. What are you doing right now?
What else?
67. Which primary school are you from?
St Marg's
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
Light blue, lime green, RED!
69. What emoticon do you like to show?
-.-
70. What is life to you?
an unknown. a mystery. full of adventures. music!
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
talk to my friends. play piano? sing? lols
72. Who did you last chat with in msn today?
erms, Claudia, Shorty, Justin, Sito
73. Who do you admire the most?
No one.
74. Which month are you born in?
Feb! Aquarius! (rmb... 17th Feb.. lols)
75. How are you feeling rite now?
-.- you can tell frm the eyes
76. What is the time now?
5.36p.m.
77. Where are you now?
my bedroom
78. What colour did you use to dye your hair?
NA
79. Why are you doing this test?
bored.sianned.yeah
80. What do you do when you're moody?
sing, play piano, read? sth to keep my occupied...
81. At what age do you plan to get married?
lols. idk
82. Who is more important to you now? boyfriend/friends?
dun have a boyfren. waddya tink?
83. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Yeah.
84.Who is the person you trust most?
BFFs
85. Will you love your crush/boyfriend forever?
DOnt have one
86. If you ever have a dream come true, what would it be?
idk
87. What is your goal for this yr?
Get distinction for G7 piano...
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Ya.
89. What feeling do you love most?
Being happy? lols
90. Do you realli think it's global warming now?
duh
91. What feeling do u hate the most?
All negative feelings
92. Do you cherish every single friendshiip of yours?
YES!
93. Do eu believe in God?
ya.
94. Who cares for u the most?
Fam, frens
95. What do u think is the most important thing in life?
Family, frenships, relationships, setting goals
96. What'll you bring to a fight?
Being competitive
97. What have u regretted in your whole life?
Nth..
98. What will you feel if no one no longer cares for u?
Nah, that's rubbish. lols.
99. What if your stead two-timed u?
I'll ditch him before he does. and get prepared for his death.
100. Love with a gurantee of heartbreak, or nvr to be loved at all?
Love w heartbreak

Revenge time! MUAHAHAH!!!
Kai Yi
Clara
Justin
Jia Yi
Hung Hui
Hao Yang
Wendy
Uhh, 3 more...
Patricia
Vivien
JAN~!

PLS DO THIS QUIZ TOO! xD

2008-06-05T16:35:00.000+08:00

Okay...
First up: I'm bored. sianned. Can't practise piano for the whole day cos I'm practising the same thing over and over again which so... sian. sian.sian. Sorry Justin for ignoring you when you told me that you were sian. But haix, true la... i can't do much to help him except to reply his sms, but i was too busy with my life to reply..lols.

I <3 my ipod! That's for being random, lols. You should check out iTunes U. I downloaded guitar lessons from there and maybe I'm gonna learn guitar after all the exams, oh, and I don't even have a guitar! Haha.. Have you seen how cool Avril is on her guitar in her music videos? Hah, if you haven't you should check it out.

& I really hate I mean despise my cough. My throat's not like it usual self and when I can't sing I'm not myself. Idk, I'm just not myself. Though I still have my piano and books, but my bloody voice sounds so terrible. And that bloody LA shory story is so mind-bogging... argh. I've been thinking to write abt schizophrenia but the ideas just doesn't seen to flow out! I need IDEAS! Actually I have them, it's just that I don't have the mood to express them and compile them into a poem or a ss... I'm having a headache now, and I'm planning to read finish that tome by today by hook or by crook. lols. I'm getting a little over-the-top. I really hope I dun have schizophrenia. And I will go out on Sunday for the whole day. I don't even care if I neglet my piano... I've got lotsa excercise and shopping to do... hahax. Okay, chill and wait for SUnday, and oh yeah, the reason why my parents don't allow me to go to Clara's chalet is that they are scared that I'll eat stuff that I should not eat, like BBQ stuff you know? -.- Anyway, I dun tink I'll really have the energy outburst or the excitement bubbling inside me to keep me going for the day. Think my mood will spoil it all. When a person's sick, he/she is always down. D:

& I'm really finished with my practise. I mean, like, I've practised what I can and what I'm expected of and if I go on I think I'll play the wrong stuff like you know, the wrong type of dynamics, the wrong type of mood, just- the wrong type of playing. Like you can't play baroque music like you are playing romantic pieces, and without my teacher's guidance I'll get it all wrong. D: Really hope to see Mrs Tan again on Tues..

Okay, guess I'll go on the rest of the day like this, by reading and playing the piano later. And tmr I'll read somemore and play some more and revise some more until night and I'll go crazy. I'm gonna read plonk myself onto the sofa and seriously watch TV with my family after what seems like a looooooooong time. bye.

2008-06-05T11:08:00.000+08:00

~tagged by Jan to do this quiz! xD
(Instructions: Remove one question from the quiz and add in your personal question. then tag 8 ppl to do this quiz. List then out at the end of this post. )

Have you seen a miracle happen in your life?
Yes, God performs miracles! ((:

What is the thing you want most now?
For this week to pass so that I CAN GO OUT!!!! D:

What are the goals you want to archieve in your life?
Hmm... get a scholarship for MEP. lol. Maybe become a singer. idk... Go Fu Dan? Haha.

If you have one wish to wish for what woold it be?
To be able to go to CHURCH CHURCH CHURCH!!!!! ):

What am I afraid to lose right now?
friendship, my face! (argh, chickenpox scars!)

Do you believe in eternal love?
Yea..

What if someone confesses to you?
Oh ok, then I'll laugh my head off, seriously. lol. (heh, now no one dares to confess. lol.)

What do i really want now?
Isnt this question no. 2? Okay, I need to go to the loo, not want. lol. (sudden urge)

What type of ppl do you hate most?
Stuck-up, snobbish ppl and those who hurt my good friends.

Will you cherish every friendship that you have?
Of course. My friends are great! xD

What if you are tired of everything? Will you give up?
Must see the circumstances first, but dun tink so. I'm not the type whi gives up easily. lol.

What do you think is the most impt thing in your life?
Everything!!

What do you want your friendships to be like?
Long-lasting. The best of all!

Which country do you wish to go now?
Perth! Visit my aunt and her aww-so-cute kittens! =P

If you feel low one day, who would you turn to?
God, my good friends! (You should know who you are! xD) My family too, they are always there for me.

Will you give up everything for the person you love?
Idk... haven't been in love before. xD

If you have permission to destroy someone or sth, wad would it be?
Sin, drugs, Satan and his devils. (Of course I can't do that, only GOD can. xD)

If one day, your loved one is going to be run-over a vehicle, would you risk your life and save him/her?
Yeah, of course, like they always do in dramas. xD But provided I'm fast enuff. lol.

Who do you miss now?
Mink, Clara, Yan Fong, Kai Yi, Christina, Shirlyn, Nicole (choir!), Yurong, Hung Hui, Enyan, Sito, Justin, Shortie, Yih Fang, Fayth, Miss Chua, my aunt, her kittens (okay, that's lame) and all the CLEON ppl!
Sry if i dun mention your name, cos there's a lot of ppl...

Do this quiz too! xD
Hung Hui
Kai Yi
Clara
Enyan
Nicole
Justin
Christina
Jia Yi

2008-06-04T20:35:00.000+08:00

Clara told me to do this test xD
Name of 20 people you can think of now...
1. Clara
2. Jia Yi
3. Hung Hui
4. Mink
5. Kai Yi
6. Christina
7. Yan Fong
8. Wei Xiang
9. Enyan
10. Hao Yang
11. Weixuan
12. Si Zheng
13. Justin
14. Rachel
15. Wendy
16. Nicole (frm DHSchoir!)
17. Yurong
18. Kasey (Choir senior)
19. Shirlyn (Choir senior)
20. Vivien

How did i meet 14 (Rachel)?
In Cleon, DHS lor...

What yould you do if you never met 1 (Clara)?
I'll not be doing this test... lol. =P

What if 9 (Enyan) and 20 (Vivien) are fated?
Can't be... they dun even noe each other. =/

Will 6 (Christina) and 17 (Yurong) date?
-.- They also don't know each other and they are girls....

Describe 3 (Hung Hui):
Funny and outgoing.

Is 8 (Wei Xiang) attractive?
Hmmm.... he's ke ai... i mean ke lian mei ren ai. That's all I have to say. lol.

Describe 7 (Yan Fong):
Crazy and shrek-ish. Shenjingpo and fun to be with. Bubbly. lol.

Do you know any of 12's (Sito) family members?
Nah. He has a sister in the school but I haven't seen her yet.

What if 18 confesses to you he or she likes you?
Erm... okay... but doubt she will say that cos i'm not really close to her haha.

What language does 15 (Wendy)speak?
English and Chinese i guess...

Who's going out with 9 (Enyan)?
Doubt anyone is she's frm a girls' sch.

How old is 16 (Nicole)?
Erm... 12 going on 13 i guess.

When did you last speak to 13 (Justin)?
Um.. like just now?

Who is 2's (Jia Yi) fave singer?
Hmm.. no idea. =/

Would you ever date with 4 (Mink)?
Umm... no. Unless we become les. xD Which is quite impossible tho we r close.

Will you ever date with 1 (Clara)?
Well, no she already got her les.

Is 19 (Shirlyn) single?
Yeah. I'm pretty sure of that. lol.

What is 10's (Hao Yang) last name?
Chan.

Would you ever have a relationship with 11 (Weixuan)?
No. Duh.

School of 3 (Hung Hui):
Dunman High! ;D

Where does 6 live (Christina)?
Cairnhill Road. If i spelt it correctly. =/

What is your fave thing of 5 (Kai Yi)?
Her friendliness. And her chubby pinchable cheeks. lol. =P

Have you seen 2 (Jia Yi) naked?
This is a stupid question of course not duh. -.-

5 ppl I chose to do this test:
1. Christina
2. Enyan
3. Mink
4. Shirlyn
5. Rachel
(sry if i didnt choose you.. cos either u dun have a blog or have done this quiz already... hehe xD)

2008-06-04T10:05:00.000+08:00

Tag replies!

Ivory: Haha.
Gina: Linked le! ;D R u going to school funfair? Pls go! Miss you loads! xD
Gay: ROAR! Who r u?
Chritinaaaaaa: Yoh! ;D Hope to see you at the school funfair!
Jelaine: Hello.. what's your blog? And pls go to the funfair too, you know i miss u! xD Oh, and I'll take your advice seriously... but cantonese is hard to master.. xD
Cat: Hello Hung Hui....
Someone: I really dk who you are... have a feeling u r Clara tho... reveal yourself!
(annoymous comments freak me out)
ET: Hey. Invite me to ur blog leh. I added you on MSN le. Oh yeah, and be sure to go to the funfair!
Clara: Heyhey. Aww... I feel guilty not going to ur chalet. And duno how I'm gonna survive on Thu. See ya in school! ;D Oh yeah... and dun miss me.... =P

2008-06-02T17:40:00.000+08:00

It seemed like it was the first time I revised my orchestra instruments. Just revised my percussion instruments just now and guess what? I don't know many facts. T_T
Luckily I studied just now. Gonna study orchestra instruments for the whole of this week plus some homewoek cos I can't go out on thu. T_T
Hey hey you you! Yes YOU! Pls fill up the tagboard for me, spam or wdv. It looks so desolated....
SI-AN is holidays really holidays? Sure you all feel the same way as I do. Okay I think I want to practise piano liao... still sian. Everything seems sian during the hols. sigh.

2008-06-02T12:49:00.000+08:00

Ahh... I feel so guilty.. waking up at 11 plus every morning....
I refuse to eat breakfast cos if I do my whole day would be turned upside-down. D:
Waiting for my lunch...
And waiting....
And waiting in vain...

I feel so distant from my friends now. Life seems so dull without my friends around me. I miss their laughter, jokes and most of all their company. However due to my misfortune I can't go to the movies with them on this coming Thurs nor can I go to Clara's chalet on Sunday. I feel so isolated from my friends, everyone moving on with their lives except for me. And it'll be a pity for me to miss out all the fun time they surely will have. And when they talk about it I'll be a dummy unaware of what's going on, the ins and the outs. Surely life can't be worse than that, and I'm getting a bit worried about my face.

Bye bye. I'm off now.
Waiting and waiting and waiting in vain....
i signed off

2008-06-01T20:03:00.000+08:00

& I've finally solved the Rubik's Cube! ;D

Kelly CLarkson- Because Of You

2008-05-30T14:09:00.000+08:00

This song never fails to bring tears to my eyes

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
[ Because Of You lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

2008-05-30T11:32:00.000+08:00

Arghh...
I miss choir. T_T
IT seems like everyone's going back to school for their respective CCAs while I'm cooped at home...
Maybe a little break is good for me..
Haha. (:

I remember I used to practise a lot singing at home during the P5 December hols.. Haha.. cos i wanted to go SOTA thru singing... but duno why ended up with piano... (cos of my mum) and didnt get in. Lol.
I used to practise singing Caro Mio Ben, playing it on my piano and memorising the tunes cos at that time I couldn't sight-sing yet. lol.
Then in the end I sung it for the Dunmna High DSA audition.. lol.. I thought I did rather badly.. but still managed to get in.. Haha.
Oh I have to work really hard for my piano next week... haha.

Let's see what HW I haven't done...
-2 LA prose/poems
-Hist project
-Rainguage (anyway that will not be me doing it but my other groupmates.. haha cos I can't meet up with them wad. lol)
-Zhou Ji (June hols reflections. Anyway the hols are not ending yet so it'll be inappropiate to start now.)

Hmm.. Shall try to start on another poem and a little but of History.. Ahh.. my storybook's due like tmr... need to renew again.

Here's Caro Mio Ben, If you are interested.

I really like that way she sings it. Haha.
Hope that Mrs Tan who also teaches singing can teach me this. (:
lol.

2008-05-29T17:17:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAHA ;D
I completed my 1st LA story + reflections.
lol.
Kinda pleased cos I invested much time, brainpower and resources to do it.
Written when I needed to flare. x)
Ended out pretty nice too.
In my standard x)
lol.

Kicked off the day with Rubik's Cube.
Shalt tell u where I am now! =P
I'm finished with the second layer.
Which I knew long ago.
Then i solved the top layer cross.
And fixed the four corners on the right positions.
But duno how to move them into their correct sides. xP
See I'm so kind in the end I still tell you..
lol.

Then later linked and relinked ppl...
And I got tired of it.

Tried to find out how to do the history HW.
The compare Shang and Indus Civilisations one.
But stuck there. =P

Kinda sian.
The worst is being stuck at home.
Oh no wonder my poem is abt loneliness.
lol.

Just finished editing my poem.
And doing the reflections.

92.4F.M. is nice.
lol.
I especially like this song.
I don't know if it will appeal to you, but I kinda admire their vocal techniques.
lol.
Sung in a choir-y way.

2008-05-28T11:34:00.000+08:00

I can't take it any more.
Seems like I feel so much better after a good cry.
I feel so frustrated- can't sing- can't play the piano- cooped up in my room.
Can't eat this, can't eat that, always drowsy but can't fall asleep.
And it's not helping with new ones 'blooming'.
Hate people to come into my room.
Therefore my room is locked.
Doesn't give a damn if my dad or grandma (the maternal one of course) knocks the door.
And new tears are forming in my eyes.
Rolling down like waterfall.
I seriously have to stop this.
On a severe mood swing now.
Don't ever try talking to me.

Really I feel so cooped up.
It's fine with me if I can't go out.
But I can't make music.
And instead of making music which I usually do,
I'm forming new tears.
Salty and fresh.
Maybe this can give me new inspirations to write my poem.
Or maybe short story.
I feel like rippin my throat apart;
and make some noise out of it.
But no;
I can't be rash.
I missed the RV choral exchange;
which seemed like fun.
What can I do?
I feel driven into a corner.
But no;
I mustn't act rashly.

But at least I can still listen to music;
And revise my orchestra instruments (which I suck at)
Or maybe revise Grade 5 theory.

One thing that comforts me is
What Mrs Tan (my piano teacher if you dk)
commented about me.
'She's such a sweet girl
And she really worked.
She'll catch up.'
Perhaps teachers never know
that their every little words and actions
will make a great impact on the student.
But what she said
Is what that really keeps me going.

I need time to myself.
I hate people always barging into my room
and reminding me this and that.
I need time alone
To reflect and rethink.
Seriously what wrong have I done
To be punished like this?
Nothing too great really;
I've not done much wrong.

If I go to the east, God is not there; if I go to the west, I do not see Him. When He is at work in the north, I catch no sight of Him; when He turns to the south, I cannot see Him (Job 23:8-9).

But;
Wait for the Lord's help. Be strong and brave, and wait for the Lord's help. (Psalm 27:14)

I really have nothing to say.
Guess I'll just end here.
May be back for more.

And I'll have to bear this in mind:
But God knows the way that I take, and when He tested me. I will come out like gold (Job 23:10).
& I'll become a stronger person.
Time to get out of my room.
Cos I'm the only one at home-lol.

2008-05-26T12:16:00.000+08:00

SI-AN

just bcos of my stupid pox, i'll have to stay at home for 2 weeks. -.-
i'm having cough, fever and pox all at the same time.
with a little bit of flu.

& my piano exam's coming yet i cant have lessons when i really need to improve.
Furthermore I cant sing, cos I'm having a sore throat. -.-
Bcos of my pox I cant go to choir camp and attend the RV choral exchange which is TODAY.
Oh wells.
What can I do?

I'm getting sian on the 2nd day of my confinement.
I wonder how I'll survive for 2 weeks.
Dare to imagine?
Hah-ha.

I'd rather go to sch lo even tho im oso sian during lessons.
its not the same staying at home.
At least in school I have friends.
While at home, I have to face the four walls of my bedroom and do endless projects. -.-
With either no time or no energy to practise piano.
& Mrs Tan, my piano teacher said that I'll have to listen to more songs.
I'll have to tune in to 92.4 FM.
and i'd better research on chicken pox haha.

Better start on my LA HW.
hais i've got no idea.
BYEBYE ((:

2008-05-01T12:41:00.000+08:00

hello. (:
I'm like failing everything in school D:
From history to...
Okay fine, only history.
But I'm at the verge of failing everything.
One wrong step and...
BABOOM!!! ><

I hope I can pass my MEP test. ><
Why does it have to be so hard?
Everyone in the class was like groaning and tearing their hair out in frustration.
Music score in six parts...
freaks me out.

Really CLEON is falling apart.
It's annoying.
No, really... I wasnt really part of it actually.
It's just my clique.
Which all goes down to me.

I miss SMPS... D:
Okay.. that's so random. ><

Yayy I'll be going to watch Clara perform in the CS performance today in VCH! :D
Whooo... cant wait!!! KY and HH will be gg too! And nt forgetting beloved NICOLE! :D

Anyway... I'm dead cos I havent been practising piano for a few days.
Time sacrificed in exchange of studying and reading...
And I've only read one book borrrowed frm the library in three weeks.
Reading another one now called Ah Q Zhen Zhuang :)
I've to return by this Sun... XP
But i dun care I'll still RENEW!! :D
Luckily renew existed in the world...

EMO. The word that describes how I feel most of the time recently.
Put aside what Mr Tay said about being emo.
"Emo is a word that people use because they have limited vocabulary.."
Heck cares.

Must JIAYOU from NOW ONWARDS.

I'm so screwed up.

2008-04-23T16:59:00.000+08:00

Hellos.... (:
Sry for nt blogging for such a looooooooong time cos there r many tests coming! o.O
I must be committed to my piano frm now on! I VOW TO MYSELF THAT I WON'T SLACK................ xD
My MEP seniors really very pro lehh... Yr 2 already Diploma liao... whoa..
tralalalalalala

Saddd.. Next Mon is actually a holiday but I'll have to go back to sch for choir... to sing the school song. Isnt that lame? -.-

Yayy.. 2day no MEP... Im super happy! :DD This Fri's my MEP practical.. wish me all the best! xD cya soon..

2008-04-13T21:22:00.000+08:00

okay.... im bored... zzz... i cant practise any more piano.. my fingers r numb.. i practise 4h of piano ytd and i cant go on... im slacking right now.. i feel so empty inside.. i dont know why.. im emo.. i guess... duno why i always feel liddat these days.. i hate sundays.. esp when tmr's MONDAY.. argh... it sure isnt a good feeling.. Dunman High is too much for me.. i feel so stupid.. actually nooo... im coping very well... but i jus feel noob. -.- why do i feel so emo? And swimming makes my head spin.. maybe i shld sleep early today. (:

2008-04-10T15:22:00.000+08:00

I hate being the treasurer!!!!! But if no one wans to be, den I have to be.. :(

Today was so funny xD
During art, we were drawing a man walking based on a storyline. I drew a man walking in the sun and stepped onto a plastic bottle while it suddenly rained.. Weixiang drew a man taking in air and FARTED!!!! LOL. It may nt sound funny now but it is really funny when u c the drawing.. xD

2008-04-05T12:51:00.000+08:00

hey hey! :D
So yesterday was choir again! xD
We had solfege workshop in the class LT as LT3 was taken. ==
ITwas fun! We learnt how to stand properly leaning on a wall. Mr Tay, our conductor (former dunmanian) , told us that singers have to have good imagination.. to sing well, we had to pretend that our head is a helium balloon, arms as wings, nose on the belly (with nostrils on the butt! XD), and roots growing from our feet so as to stand firm. We also learnt abt intonation, equal temperament and just intonation. (I'm not gonna tell ya wad it is as its confusing)

Later, we had to change into our clothes for the BUFFET in the Garden Hotel.. and i left my clothes in the music room (MEP).. :x DIEDIEDIE
cos Mr Sng was having a meeting... O.0
It went like this:
Me: Ahh! I dun dare to go in lehh.. :(
Yurong: It's ok... You have to get ur clothes rite? And there is only 15min for us to change!
Me: Okay... fine... but help me knock on the door... PLS...?
Yurong: Ok.. (knocked and opened the door..)
TADA!!! I stood face-to-face with MR SNG!!!
Mr Sng: Ohh.. You r here to take ur clothes right? It's over here.. (: (points to the chair beside him)
Me: (gave a nervous smile and looked at the chair.. but it wasn't there! Then I looked up to the table and saw sth... but wasnt quite sure.. I gave a puzzled look)
Mr Sng: Ohh.. no.. haha.. these diapers r not for u...
(everyone cracks up)
Mr Sng: Ohh.. i tink it's over there.. (points to the side of the room)
Me: Ohh.. tk.. ((: (took my clothes and left)
Yurong and me: Thankyou! :D
PHEW!!

So the dinner was fun! xD
Took MRT and bus with the WHOLE choir and Yurong and I often lead a big stampede of ppl... hahax
And Weixuan is a jerk lah.. elbowed me so many times.. ==
In the MRT:
Me: Heyy.. Weixuan elbowed my many times leh.. :(
Puimun: (GASP AND LOOKS SHOCKED) Oh my gosh! (gave Weixuan a stern look) DONT BULLY MY JUNIOR!

And then Puimun and Weixuan were like comparing their heights duno for wad reason den Weixuan stepped on my shoes so that he could be taller.. -.- I was like.. pissed and stepped on his so many times until his shoelaces came out! MUAHAHAH.. serves him right..

When we reached the Garden Hotel we were almost half-dead and began to stuff ourselves with food! HAHA.. And luckily NICOLE (: 'took the rap' for me and sat beside him.. cos i simply refused to do so.. in the end I sat with Yurong on my left and Nicole on my right with all the other sec ones ((: Sadd larh.. Sito sick nv come.. it was so fun!!!!!

Ended the day with a choir photo! (:

PS.. Am i reallt that scary when i keep quiet? 0.O

2008-04-03T17:25:00.000+08:00

i emo liao.. i hate to be called mummy.. i'm sick of that. i hate to always be teased with Justin and I'll just have to play along. in fact, i dont enjoy any of these AT ALL.. unlike other ppl. i hate it.. i'm gonna be emo tmr liao.. i dun care.. dun give a damn.. i DONT enjoy ur company.. BUZZ OFF

2008-04-03T15:26:00.000+08:00

CLARA IS OFFICIALLY OUR NEW MUMMY!!!!! YAYYYYYYYY
Lemme tell u.. i'll be EMO tmr if u call me mummy.. Really ar.. so quit it ((:
i'm not interested in Justin so pls shut ur foul mouth...
i guess i'll really be emo tmr..
so dun be surprised when u c me sitting alone in a corner..

2008-04-02T17:48:00.000+08:00

haha.. it's like 0.0001% u will read this... i really think that the guys in CLEON cannot make it.. ==

2008-04-02T17:31:00.000+08:00

Lessons r boring as usual :DD
Yayy today dun have to stay back for MEP as it will be on FRI but we still had to stay back for RS -.-
I HATE RS
I'll never do RS when I grow up, like what Vivien said.
I detest Microsoft 2007 A LOT as it's so hard to type.

2008-03-31T18:43:00.000+08:00

WHOO!!! I practised piano for 4h ytd... the LOOOONGEST I've ever parctised in a day.. >< U may call me crazy or W but i dun care cos I forgot to bring my score on the day which I had to present my piece in MEP and so the punishment is play 2 songs in 5mins... -.- STUPID rite???? So I'm playin my 2 exam pieces... zzzzzzzzz

YESH!!!!! There'll be no more swimming on MON as today's the last lesson!!!!!!! ((: AND I CAN SWIM LIAO OKAY.. ==
I hate MONDAYS.. -.-

2008-03-30T17:55:00.000+08:00

GET THIS CLEAR:

I AINT UR MAMA!!!!!
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its jus that i have no choice

2008-03-28T15:17:00.001+08:00

JUSTIN IS MY DADDY AND ZHANGZHANG IS MY MUMMY!!!!!! WOOTS!!!!!!! HAHAHAH
AND KAI YI, HH, SHREK, CLARA R MY SISTERS!!!
ITCHY IS MY UNCLE!!
SEB, SHORTIE AND 4GT WHO LIAO R MY BROS!!!
WHEEEE

I G2G PRACTISE PIANO FOR 5H.. BYEBYE! =D

2008-03-27T20:04:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! xD

Okay.. My blog's gonna be dead.. but who cares? :P
I'd better catch up on my piano now.. cya.. =D

2008-03-24T17:59:00.000+08:00

Okay.. Today's swimming.. I hate frog style totally.. freestyle is so much better..
AND GGUESS MY SWIMMING RESULTS!!!
I got level 2 for both freestyle and frogstyle! ((:
Hahas..

Mondays r super boringg! :x
First, we had to write a formal letter and an informal letter during LA. :(
Next, we had our boring SCIENCE lesson..
Then.. IT'S RECCESS!!!!!! Si-an larh, have to collect money.. D:
AFter that it's super boring assembly again.. -.-
Just when I cannot take it anymore, we had our BP lesson..
FINALLY.. It's HCL..
Stupid SHREK can go off at 12 for softball.. -.- NOT FAIR :x

SWIMMING SUX

Okay.. turn the sunny-side up!
:DDD
Dun EMO siah.

2008-03-23T16:22:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!! (:
This is my first post!!!! YAYYYYYYYY I'm blogging again. xD
Okay this is crazy ==
Hahah.. really glad that I can spend more time to practise piano.. I must really work harder from now onwards..
And stop asking me if I like *scratch* *scratch* anot.. it's getting pretty darn annoying..
& I'm getting so sian siah.. I dislike going to British Council on SUnday mornings.. It makes the rest of my day so sian.. Cos I dun feel like doing anything when I reach home. xP
I'm really sick of ppl saying hello to me for no reason at all.. cos when both parties have nth to say it will get quite 'ganga'..
& now the sanboliugong is overpowering the sanguliupo in our class.. ifya noe wad i mean..
Okay.. that's it for today.. I have nth else to post abt..